I was madly in love with my stepfather, i
didn’t even care if he was my mother’s ex
husband. I was ready to marry him, i was
ready to die in his house sef. He also love
me
too, he’s very sweet and caring. I was
happy
with him, i was happy he was in my life, is
just
that i was sad because Daniel was involved.
I
think i still have this attraction to him,
anytime i see him i just feel so
uncomfortable.
I avoided him a lot, i just don’t want to get
attached to him, i don’t want to have
anything
to do with him again. I hate that his
girlfriend,
i will keep repeating it, i hate her so much,
i’ve told my baby (stepfather) that i don’t
want the girl to come to our house again
but
he disagreed with me. I tried my best to
stop
her from coming to our house, i just hate
her
naturally, especially when she’s seen
cuddling
with Daniel, it gives me heart attack. Please
is
this a sign of jealousy? Am i jealous or
what?
I still remember one day that i passed my
boundary, i was so stupid that day. It was
during the period my stepfather travelled to
Abuja for business, i was home alone with
my
step brother as usual, even tho we hardly
see,
i don’t even give him audience at all. It was
in
the afternoon, i was in the kitchen cooking,
Daniel was in his room, then i heard a knock
on door, i rushed to the door to check who
was knocking. I opened the door, Well, it
was
the s--t that was knocking….
Mariam: Good afternoon
Me: Yes
I was so irritated when i saw her, i couldn’t
help but to distastefully look her
Mariam: Please i’m here to see Daniel
Me: Daniel is not at home, he’s gone out
Mariam: I just called him now, he said he’s
at
home.
I raised my voice….
Me: Daniel is not at home abi, come back
later okay.
Mariam: He said he’s at home, i just called
him.
I hissed and shut the door, went straight to
the kitchen. Few minutes later, while i was
in
the kitchen, Daniel rushed downstairs to
come
open the door for her… I eavesdropped to
their
conversation while they were going to his
room, the b---h was complaining.
Mariam: What is wrong with her? She said
you’re not at home.
Daniel: She said so?
Mariam: Yes now, see i don’t like this
embarrassment, it seems i won’t be coming
here again because of her.
Daniel: Its okay, don’t mind her, maybe
she’s
high on weed.
High on weed? Me? Stupid people, they
went
to their room and locked the door. I wasn’t
comfortable at all, what are they doing in
the
room that they had to lock the door? Why
would they lock the door? I just wasn’t
comfortable at all, i was so restless,
arrrrrgh
God, not until i began to hear moaning
sound
from his room, they were having s*x can
you
imagine. I was actually eavesdropping from
his door room, Daniel was really banging her
so hard, the stupid girl was really moaning
so
loud and i was totally jealous, how i wish i
was the one Daniel was banging like that. It
really pained me, i couldn’t bear it, listening
to them moaning gave me heart attack, it
really pained me, they had s*x for long,
Daniel
didn’t Pour on time cos i spent more than
16
minutes at his door room eavesdropping and
he was still banng. Gosh i wish i was the
one
honestly, i couldn’t bear it anymore, i just
had
to go back to my room and sob about it. So
sad and jealous, i want Daniel, he’s good, i
miss him, i really do but i can’t, no i can’t,
can i?
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