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I got home later in that evening,my parents
was not yet back from work,i went to my room
and lay down on my bed,i felt so tired and hungry
but yet my stomach was so tight to accept anything,
the event of the day came flashing through my mind
FEW HOURS AGO
I didn’t know how long i lasted on her but I
enjoyed myself, i got up from her when I was done,
i was stub to see blood in her Virginia, that was
when I knew i just took her pride frocefully,the
excitement i felt before turned to hate,i hated
myself, i hated my friends, i hated everything
around me,her eyes were closed but I can till see
the tear falling down from the both sides of the
eyes,she was sobbing, “guy get up ne you non wan
get up again” osaretin said which followed with a
great laughter, i looked at them with hatred even
if i didn’t show it i felt it inside,i got up and
left the small room,they all followed me,osayewenre
tap me on my back when we got to the other side of
the room, “waytin do u” he asked, “nothing ” i said
trying to sound cool,i know they didn’t buy what i
said,i went further to asked them what was next,
” you don get waytin you want ne so we go free her ne”
osazee said,”i like the idea but what about the part
where you know,she tell the police “i said, “that one
non be problem i go handle that one” osaretin assured
me,
i didn’t bother to ask him how he was going to do that
but I know he will find a way,osaretin asked osazee to
go and help lmade clean up,i think they are going to
take her back home,osazee went on it immediately, i so
wanted to leave that place, many thoughts were already
going round my head,i was brought back to reality by
the haste shout from osazee, we all ran back to the
small room and saw osazee standing looking at lmade,
we were all confused “waytin happen, why you shout ”
osaretin asked him, “guy i non kw if ne me dey
deceive myself but e be like say she non dey breath
oooo,”osazee said,i didn’t wait for him to complete
his sentence i quickly rush to her,i place my ear to
her chest her heart beat has stoped,i tryed to wake
her but no response, that was when my fears arose,
i got up confused, did i just killed someone, or
my God,i couldn’t get myself, “she is dead,i killed
her,”i was shouting “just keep quiet “osaretin
shouted back at me,i wasn’t myself anymore,
“what are we going to do now” i know the question
sounds stupid but I am confused, we all looked at
each other,”this is what we will do,we all go home
and pretend nothing happened “osaretin said,(is this
guy out of his mind ) “what ” i said,i was shocked
to hear that from him how can he think of something
like that,”what as in,do u have a better idea”
osaretin said with anger, seriously he is right,
i don’t have any idea, we all agreed to what osaretin
said and we went home leaving lmade there,i just
hope someone find her body.
PRESENT TIME
I got up from the bed and took my bath then i
later sleep, i pray her ghost don’t come back
hurting me and i pray she forgive me.
Four days passed and no news was heard about lmade,
i refused to go to school even my parents were
worried about my sudden behaviour, i was going crazy,
my mother tryed to find out the problem with me
but I was bent on keeping it to myself, osaretin
didn’t stop calling me always remaining me to keep
our little secret. Everything was going smoothly
for four days until one faithful Sunday, i was
in my room i just came back from church when my hope
rang,it was osaretin i pick it up ” how far” asked him
“if you dey house comot for house now,police dey
look for all of us,lmade non die oooo,she don tell
police waytin happen, i don call osazee and
osayewenre so try move oooo,i dey on my way to my
mother village, so find your way,we go talk later”
he hung up,i couldn’t believe my ears but hay i don’t
have time to think i quickly got up from my bed ,i ran
to meet my mum in her room,she was surprise the way
i ran into her room,she asked what the problem was,i
was panicking, she sat me down in her bed,as a
mother she know what to do in sure situation,
i didn’t hide anything from her ,i told her
everything from how it all started to the end,
she felt disappointed at me, i pleased with her to
forgive me,i was already crying like a child, i wasn’t
ready to go to jail,you all know the punishment
of rape,i regretted everything i did,my mother
got up took her car keys,i was now confused,
“you have done wrong but I won’t let them take you
away from me,i am taking you to my sister place, don’t
worry about your clothes i will send them to you later
” she said to me,i quickly got up and followed her.
She took me to her sister place where I stayed
for up to a week,my mother later brought my stuff
as promised,my mother later told me that so group
of police men came to look for me,my father was
not aware of my where about reasons best know to
my mother,i and osaretin keep in touch, osaretin
told me that osazee was now in Italy with his
father while osayewenre was now in port-harcourt,
as for him he was in imo state with his brother
friend,this got me more scared because I was till
in benin and the police are really looking for us.
I told my mum that i would love to leave benin
which she agreed but not with my father concert,
my father later knew my where about,he was very
angry with me but he wouldn’t hand me over to the
police,that’s parental love for you,i left benin
city after two weeks,all my stay at my mother sister
place i was always indoor,i took night bus that was
going to Abuja, i was to stay with my father younger
brother from there i will finish my education, i
felt a bit relieved,and i promise myself to start
a new life when I get there,and i pray God help me.....
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